a shoebox full of secrets, why the fuck am i so like… what’s the opposite of...

i'm allie. 21 yo. Daydreamer. Love long walks on the beach, the smell of books and that unique scent u get when it's about to rain. A big cup of coffee, a cigarrette and a good book can make my day.
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why the fuck am i so like… what’s the opposite of brave? ahhahaha… a wuss.. i don’t know. i’m not a brave person. that’s it. ah shit. i hate how i tell my friends to do what they want and get up on their feet to go get what belongs to them, but when it comes to my life i do NOTHING AT ALL. not because i expect everything to be handed to me on a sliver plate, but because i’m afraid (that’s the word i was looking for when i started this post lol) to fail at it. i take failure a little too seriously than i should. it sucks and sometimes i can’t deal with it. and the worst part is i know this and i have no idea how to fix it. this should be easier. fuck it. yeah, fuck this shit. you know what? YOU KNOW WHAT? you suck. yeah, you do. you give me all these goals and things to love and no guts to go after them. life sucks thankyouverymuch.