I feel kinda silly writing this. My hands are shaking, my eyes teary… I just can’t.

Five years ago I was looking for a new show to watch. And then I heard about Chuck, this nerdy show with guns and spies and all that, I gotta be honest, I started watching because I thought this Chuck guy was really cute, but I was instantly drawn to the story. I fell in love with every character, every storyline, everything was perfect. I watched the show religiously, and if for some reason i missed one episode, i’d watched it as soon as possible the next day. Sometimes, if I got home late, i’d stay up even later to watch it. You can almost say it was my obsession. 

Last year, I found out this was gonna be the last season. Of course I was sad, but I thought ‘Hey, whatever, we have a whole season, that’s like 21 episodes. No biggie.’  And it turns out we don’t. Chuck ends tonight, with a bang. A two-hour episode. And so I’m forced to say goodbye to one of my favorite shows ever. 
I laughed and cried. I got angry too. I got excited when Rachel Bilson was on the show, not just because I love her, but because Sarah was jealous (woot!). I fell in love with Morgan, and Casey’s grunts were something I looked forward in every episode.

I cried with laughter when Casey and Chuck kissed! That’s one of my favorite moments. And when Sarah and Chuck were finally together (for real)… I jumped and screamed like a little girl. The wedding… OMG. I was there, i swear. When Ellie and Awesome had a baby, when they decided to become “spies”… And there are no words that can describe my feelings/reactions towards Jeffster. I can keep going you know, but I’m pretty sure you guys felt the same way.

This show has given me so many great memories. But tonight’s time to say goodbye. Everything must come to an end, I just… *sigh* I can’t believe it’s tonight. In about 8 hours.
I know this is a SHOW. it’s not real. I know Sarah’s just a fictional character, and Yvonne is not actually a spy (or is she?… lol jk!) but for the past 5 years it felt very real to me. We became a family. And by we I mean the cast, the fans, and everyone involved in the show. 

It is with tears in my eyes that I thank you, Chuck, for making me smile even when my day had been awful. Thank you for all those great memories. For every tear, every laugh… everything. There will never be a spy like Chuck, or Sarah, or Casey. Or Morgan haha!. Thank you for the last 5 amazing years you guys spent on us, mere mortals. You are great, incredibly talented actors and without you I’m sure none of this would’ve been the same. And to the crew, all the people we don’t get to see in front of the camera, thank you, because you ARE part of this family too, and it is because of your hard work that we all had the chance to enjoy every episode of this great show. 

Love -allie*

NEIL PATRICK HARRIS

Men who ruined my expectations of normal men.
In alphabetical order.

With this being said, I think it’s pretty obvious that I hate don’t like the Ryan-Lindsay pair. I love Ryan, I hate Lindsay. She’s stupid and annoying! and she makes Ryan uncomfortable. Of course I’m not a super fan of Marissa&Ryan because I’m not a fan of Marissa in the first place and because she gets Ryan in way too much trouble, but at least I know that she truly loved him (altough she’s not good at it, leaving him for the bad guy like, ALWAYS) plus, they look cute together ;)

So yes, I hate Lindsay :)
And, once again, she doesn’t deserve being featured here!